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  • an outsider

    walked 15mins in the rain on christmas eve
    all bcoz of erp
    perhaps it's all bcoz of me throwing a tantrum

    had no lunch on christmas eve
    bcoz of a splitting headache and slight fever
    perhaps it's all bcoz of me throwing a tantrum

    hungry n having gastric on christmas day
    bcoz i din get enough yucky food to eat on time as i got to feed my baby
    perhaps it's all bcoz of me throwing a tantrum

    maybe i will have no breakfast on boxing day
    bcoz it is TROUBLESOME to send my baby to my mama place and me to work
    perhaps it's all bcoz of me throwing a tantrum




    i din know i was the one causing the trouble
    i din know i was the inconvenience
    i din know that the few ERP dollar was more impt than me
    i din know it is too troublesome n expansive to ferry me and my baby and not someone else
    i din know it was me


    no
    actually i know it's me
    i rem something someone said
    someone i totally loathe

    who is she
    she is just an outside
    she is just ur wife
    i m ur sister
    i m your family
    she is jus an outsider

    i m the outsider
    i was
    i m
    and i will always be

Monday, 22 December 2008

  • all i wan for christmas

    they say
    love is sacrifice
    i see that i love everyone
    but apparently not everyone loves me
    pt tt i m blogging this shows i dun actually love them
    and as i was shitting jus now
    it occurred to me
    maybe not everyone thinks that tt is a sacrifice
    maybe those are duties
    or watever

    all i wan for christmas
    is the ability to believe again
    believe in?
    believe in others
    believe that i can trust other pple again
    believe that other pple love me as well

    n maybe
    all i wan for christmas
    is jus to sleep
    i also wan to sleep
    i also need to sleep
    i also need to remain as myself and not jus someone else

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